I've been feeling so depressed in the past couple days. It's not even anything specific, but I just feel so sluggish, and upset over everything. I feel like I have the weight of the world pressing down on top of me. Everyone at work has been asking me if I'm ok. It's so hard to explain that yeah, probably everything is ok, but yes, I feel like shit. This is how I felt in high school most of the time. I feel like I did before I started the zoloft, and I've been really good about taking it every day, too. Even trying to get decent amounts of sleep when I can. I just feel so alone and sad all the time, especially today, I just feel like life isn't worth living right now. I wish I still had a big group of friends to hang out with, and people to live with. I feel like I should have gone to grad school, just so I wouldn't have to be alone like this.
I don't know what the real underlying cause to all of this is, but I just feel like something big is about to hit me, and I don't know what yet.
